For Lauren.

With you comes something Ive never seen before. I never even knew something like that existed.



I tried to kill myslf today.
Id have succeded if a
Ray of light hadnt
Shone out
From the world I loved
The world my head told me wasnt good enough
I keep this ray of light
Close to my heart
To pry into the corners of my mind
To illuminate all those dusty
Forgotten dreams
Everything
Which makes me wonder
Who let it in there?
Who opened the door to my world
Gave access to everything good?
Who pulled the trigger of the gun that caused this somewhat lifesaving wound?

You.