I feel quite meh. dunno why. i hate my mum she ate all the stir fry. but then my head is telling me i dont want to eat and i dont think i do want to eat so ill just drink stuff instead. i can feel myself getting pissed off with everything. my mother my sister, why wont they just THINK for once, why wont mum help me get a fucking job when she knows i cant do that alone i just fucking cant WHY cant i fuck about with wax in my room WHY cant i do the stuff i wanna do hmm? why wont Lauren answer the age old question are you allowed round tomorrow why does she still want weed, will she ever not want weed, when will anything go right and fucking stay right?? sure things were right today but they fucking arent now
fuck this