uugh. valentines day. hate hate hate.
ignore me. it is just because i am alone and my 'mother' is going off to a hotel with her bf. i am supposed to go stay and my grandparents, but will i? no, i think not. i shall stay here. key is in lock so NOONE is getting in unless i say so. and i will not say so. if i go to my nans i will eat things and i do not want to. i eat soup, and that is it. does noone get it? no. why? because they dont ****ing listen. and i will have to sleep at a 'normal time' - what is that? i dunno. with tidiness around me. ack. too tidy there. here everything is on the floor and i know its all there in some order. but there everything is on shelves. its odd.
aaaaaaaand now there is calm and singing. the singing of a mad teenager. yarr