ohmygod. i hate her! i ****ing hate her. she wont give me any pocket money until i make an appointment with a doctor cos somethings drastically wrong with me. cos i didnt call last night. to say i was staying home. i dont seem to know how to show i care about stuff, other than to hug someone when theyre upset. and even so i dont like hugging a lot of people. not family, its uncomfortable. i like hugging my friends. i dont like my family at all. i dont love any of them. except my second cousin and i hardly see her.
and now she calls and says shes only trying to help. well shes not doing a very good job of it! ooh they love me too, and always will. see, that means nothing to me when it comes from family. i dont know why. ah well. *sigh* and shes just checking i got home ok. hmm, well considering you called 5 mins after i left your house and i live round the corner from you and i picked up the HOME PHONE, yeah. i figure i got home ok. they hope ill come round soon and talk about it when ive thought about it. yeah, of course i will. *shakes head* love you, she says. yeah. *commence air-quotes* love you too, nan.