zomg. i am loved. ^^ i need nothing else. only hugs. but either way, i am loved.

i have started smoking again. :( but i got 6 weeks, so next time i quit i can go for 8 weeks i think. i think i did quite well. i have also made a mess of my arm a bit but i am loved now, so i dont need to do it again.

its odd, i have never heard those words from someone else who wasnt family. ^^
i told her, i wish she was my mum, and she said id end up not liking her, like i dont like my real mum. and i said i wouldnt. and i showed her what i did to my arm and she hugged me. and didnt let go for ages. and i told her, i love you, you know. and she says 'I love you, too.'
i dinny flipping believe it. so i say 'really?' and yes, and that shes got a lot of love.
and i have some of it ^^